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Monday, October 22, 2012

Beginning of thought...



Written 10/22/12
Cole is my life. Cole is my everything. He’s funny and vibrant and inspiring and smart. I can’t remember life before him and I can’t imagine a life where I can’t focus my energy and attention completely on him. That and the memories I have of his birth coupled together to produce pretty strong feelings toward my family being complete. I always wanted tons of kids but now that I’m here with one that is so beyond everything I expected, I didn’t feel I needed anymore. At least not yet.
Greg had other feelings. Four months ago he started working on me; warming me up to the idea of having another child sooner rather than later. It was unfathomable for me at first. He’s done a good job gradually working on me. I’m scared but there are definite times where I’m excited and eager to add to our family.
If we got pregnant now, Cole and his sibling would be over 3 years apart. That’s more space than I had ever imaged to have between children but now that I’m here, it went by so crazy fast. I can’t imagine having been pregnant through any of his phases thus far. I love focusing on him 100%. He’s AMAZING! Also, we like the idea of having our kids while we’re younger and enjoying our old age with frequent vacations.
Anyway...we'll see what happens. We're praying and deciding which direction to go. I just wanted this in my little space on the internet so I can look back one day and remember. 

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I'm a new wife and an even newer mom. I have a secret dream to be super-mom. I love to craft, cook, dance and fill my life with as many adventures as possible. I'm slightly crunchy granola but enjoy a good steak. I'm right brained and type B (with some type A tendencies). I thrive best when I get to use my creative juices. I dabble in photography and party planning. I play piano and have a dream to learn the cello. I want to make the most of this one, short life I find myself living.

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